"Woman was created from the rib of man: Not from his head to be thought of only, nor from his hand to be owned, nor from his foot to be beneath, but from under his arm to be protected, from his side to be equal, and from his heart to be loved."

>>This quote is very VERY true ;P




1.Went farming for a chest key in Labyrinth of Onzozo. Trying to get the map. I finally got the key but then got aggro and died. Logged off out of sheer boredom :/
2.I'm trying to figure out why at certain time's when I try to get into Al Zahbi for Besieged it tele's me out o.O;;
3.Trying to be a fake RDM with my trader hat LOL.

So I went to two different asian supermarket's hoping to find my bento box and it turned out that they both did not sell them >.<
So I started exercising again because I feel that i'm gaining some weight. 15mins of cardio and 30mins on my elliptical machine every other day.....all I have to say is ouch.

您能感觉我的心脏拍打吗?

Happy Birthday to me!

I'm hitting the big 21 today. Damn how does the time pass by so fast? I mean yeah when you think about it everyday time goes by slowww. But when you think about it at one point in time it feel's alot faster. I remember back in middle school when my friend's and I used to talk about what it woud feel like to have sex, to kiss, go out without our prarent's etc...

Now i've done all that and it just feel's like ages ago. It's too bad that I lost contact with alot of old friend's. Some moved and some we just drifted apart. I've tried to get in contact with some but it just wasn't the same. We would talk but then it would just be silence and then just nothing. *sigh* that's life and i've learned to move on.

Hitting another milestone i'm not really sure what to think. At this point in a person's life that individual should be finishing college, getting that job they've been studying so hard for and waiting to find the man they are going to marry. Most people are still searching for something. For myself I may not have finished all of that but I have gotten the most important part : a wonderful husband and an amazing daughter. I may be late finishing the race but i'm halfway there. Alot of people look down in young mother's but really why do that? There are so many young mother's who are working and going to school. They are striving to be what older mother's are and many end up accomplishing that. Sure it's convient to wait until your later year's to have children but doesn't that also interrupt your career? Maybe you are a lawyer trying to get that partnership when uh-oh you are pregnant. Then what? No one is going to want a partner who has children. Many usually don't take on partner's with children because they want 100% commitment. But this is only MY opinion. So don't go yelling at me saying but this, but that. I just don't like it when older woman put down us younger women just because we have children.

Ben got me a new cell it's the LG Chocolate phone. Ahhh it's so cute I love it! Thank you so much hun, you knew how much I wanted a new cell and you got it. I guess after two month's of me talking about this phone really got to you? LOL. But really thank you^^. So yeah i'm charging it for tonight when we head out to the city to meet up with my parent's for dinner. I just can't believe how cute it is!! I definitely do not regret getting this. Sidekick 3 can kiss my O.O;;;

I'm running on 3hour's of sleep. I didn't sleep much last night because I had another stomach episode. I developed this during my pregnancy. I would get heartburn followed by a severe upset stomach. I can't really explain how it feel's except to say a sharp pain in your stomach every few second's or so. I was reading for awhile and then around 1:30am I decided to get ready for bed. At around 2:30am I woke up to go to the bathroom. After that my stomach started acting up. I was supposed to wake up at 3:30am to take my heartburn pill. Yeah, a weird time but it was because I forgot to take it the day before yesturday and I realized that at 3:30am. So I quickly decided to take the pill at 2:30am instead of 3:30am I just couldn't wait. I wanted the pain to go away. I assume it was because I had soda with caffeine in it and the chinese food for lunch. I really should have had decaf soda and something less greasy. I couldn't get to sleep until 6:30am. I was so tired when I woke up at 9:30am. I'm running on empty and i'm waiting for my daughter to get sleepy so I can take a nap with her. I spent almost 3hour's food and supply shopping and it's hot plus no food at all today. Finally getting home I can snack on something. I really need something to pick up my energy level because i'm trying hard not to fall asleep. Drinking my water isn't helping much. Ben surprised me and bought a bar of dark chocolate [my favorite] but i'm trying to stay away from fatty food's. Still triyng to lose some of my preganancy weight. I think now that it's getting warmer it will be easier to stay focused on losing it considering that with winter I didn't really go out as much. Now that it's warmer out I can go out more often.

If this entry isn't making any sense to you well I wouldn't be surprised. I really have no energy to reread everything and fix it. I'm typing just to get stuff off my mind, tired as it may be. I might update later if anything interesting happen's.

Oh by the way Gk3 DONE! THANK YOU HUNNY ;]

Tonight is the season finale of The Search for the next Pussycat Doll!! Vote for Asia she's hot, she's a single mother and she can dance!

Well, i'm kinda pissed because recently I got xbox360 and i've been trying out the ffxi for it. So i've been playing it and doing AF quest's. So during my AF quest's I decided to try out the screenshot's and see how they would come out on xbox. I did that about 3 day's ago and finally decided to send them to my email. Well guess what, when I tried to go into the screenshot folder it say's there are no saved file's. Now I am completely baffled as to how that happened considering I saw screenshot saved everytime I took a screenshot. I really took the time to take them because I wanted to archive them so I can look back on them in the future. It was my first AF completed with all artifact pieces so yeah it's a big deal to me. So apparently I can't post my screenshot's ><;;;;;

Last week I bought some book's on ebay. And they finally came I am sooooo happy!!! The first one is FINAL FANTASY XI FASHION 2007. This game artbook has a fantastic collection of artwork and contains pictures of the main characters. The second one is the Final Fantasy XI: Dengeki 4-Koma International. This 4- KOMA game manga has a fantastic collection of artwork and contains pictures of all the main Final Fantasy XI characters.

I did beseiged the other day too and OH EM GEE this one was so HARD. I died like 4 time's lol. I would get raised and then killed again because of AOE attack's -_-;;;; But at least you don't lose EXP because then it would have been ON. I would have spammed my lowly black magic on those evil troll's >.> . I did this before going to do my AF. I got 1290exp from it....but lost some of it after dying trying to help a thief get his AF boot's.

1. I've been seing alot of same sex couple's recently. I have nothing against it...it's cute ^^
2. Lvl 29 BLM one more level to go and back to leveling WHM :p
3. I tried out my new healing DAT it's so cute. I thought it was only for healing but appearently it's for any type of white magic.

List of thing's to get.



There are many more thing's but as of right now this is my main objective ^^

Happy Easter!

I hope everyone's Easter was enjoyed. My parent's couldn't celebrate it with me this year since they went to Puerto Rico for about two week's. I would have went but I felt that my daughter was too young seeing as she isn't even one yet and hasn't had all her shot's. I didn't want to take a chance with her since there's mosquito`s over there and boy they love to bite american blood ><;; I should know since I used to go there once a year since the age of two. Alway's came back with ton's of bite's. Well anyway I didn't spend it alone, my husband and I decided to take a trip to my parent's house to visit my grandfather since he was alone. It was nice, quiet but nice. The drive as usual long...almost two hour's. I hate long car ride's so I ended up playing with my cell cam which didn't last to long because my attention span isn't the longest.

The long trip was worth it because I got to see my grandfather, I know that being alone for him is the most boring thing. He is the type of person that like's to keep himself busy, he hate's having nothing to do to. Just seeing the smile he gave us when we got there just made me tear up because my mom alway's tell's me that he say's he misses me being around :]

FF XI wise nothing much. I don't have the time to play as much as I used too. My daughter is getting older which requires way more attention then I used too. She doesn't sleep as much and now she's crawling all over the place. She can't sit still for a minute so playing the game while Ben is working is pretty much a no-no. Basically the only thing I can do alone is craft :/

1. My character in Yuna's Songstress outfit ^^
2. I finally got my cooking skill to 50 :]

It's a little after 2am....kinda tired. My husband just got home from work so I get a break from taking care of my daughter. I'm just waiting on some ramen, my husband was kind enough to make some for me /smile. So I decided to finally have my own blog. Xanga just isn't what it used to be. Actually I haven't used xanga since I was 18 so it really is in the past. I don't know if anyone reading this has used xanga before but I remember back whe I was 15 and everyone was using it. All my highschool friend's would hit each other up with comment's and try to get the most eprop's /laugh. Those were the day's when everything was just about who was going out with who and who was breaking up with who. Now it's about mid-term's final's and work. Time does fly by when I finally sit and think about it. I'm married and I have a daughter. Funny how I alway's said I didn't want to get married ad have kid's. I guess the phrase "never say never" really is true. Well my point of this blog is just to tell you that i'll be using this from time to time to tell you a little about my travel's in Vana'diel [not much to really tell since I don't really have time to play as much as I used too] and a little on my daily life [once again not much to do, this time because I am a mom]. So i'll end here with a big /yawn and wish you a /goodnight. If I see you tomorrow /hello! and if I don't then /see you again!